April 15, 2015

Book Review: The DUFF: Designated Ugly Fat Friend by Kody Keplinger

The DUFF: Designated Ugly Fat Friend
My rating: 3 of 5 stars


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Okay, so this is just going to be a short review. I do this sometimes when I don’t really feel like reviewing a book but at the same time I want people to know what I feel about the book. Anyway, it’s going to be a bit hurtful but I just want to lay down several points about this book that makes this book just an okay read for me. So, be ready!
First of all no offense, but I couldn’t find a thing in this story that impress me even after I turned the last page. It’s not that this book was bloody awful or what. It’s okay but not an impressive read either. Around 29%, I truthfully thought that it would finally get interesting when Jake Gaither was mentioned. Considering the past story, I thought his appearance would make a great plot twist but it ended up to be just an insignificant fling. I personally thought that Bianca’s character was pretty likeable. I could see that lots of girls would easily relate to her (or to her sarcasm, in my case). I loved the ‘Bianca at home’ much more than the ‘Bianca at school’ or ‘Bianca outside the house’ for that matter. When she’s at home, being a daughter, the only child, and such, I saw her as this terrified girl yet always tried to overlook her fear by thinking some possible positive ends in every problem she was faced. It was natural and just how I pictured 17 years old when situated in such circumstance. But once she went out, it seemed that all those side of her completely disappeared and was replaced with this bold, ignorant, and irresponsible teenager kind. As much as I wanted to sympathize of her situation, it still just did not justify her to act like that.
As a romance book lover, I don’t think their ‘relationship’ (I wouldn’t call whatever between Bianca and Wesley a romance) was sweet or lovely. It started with a rather illogical reason on Bianca’s part and some lame teenager’s lust on Wesley’s part. In fact, I was interested more on Bianca’s family issues than their story.
As much as I wanted to give this book an even lower rating, the author managed to slip a good moral lesson through Bianca’s realization of being the Duff. Wait… Duff? What was that? Here, let me lead you to the light through Wesley’s explanation about what’s Duff. This Wesley guy thought that among a group of friends, scientists had proved that they always had a weak link, a Duff it was (the less attractive girl, I might assume, from the way he talked about it). He personally thought that the vantage of Duff’s for guys was group of girls attracted more to guys who willing to socialize with their Duffs (okay, I might put it in a wrong way or what but once I done with this paragraph, I just hated Wesley more. And cheers to Bianca’s reaction for that statement of him!). Anyway, I found the moral lesson from this book about social life was good. Duff wasn’t a bad thing. In fact, everyone believed they’re the Duff in their own circles and that’s normal.
‘I was the Duff. And that was a good thing. Because anyone who didn’t feel like the Duff must not have friends. Every girl feels unattractive sometimes. […] I should be proud to be the Duff. Proud to have great friends who in their minds, were my Duffs.’
(Chapter XXVI, The DUFF)
Lots of people saying about the movie is not as good as the book (which is such a worrisome for me since my opinion about the book was…) but I think I’ll just watch it anyway in hope the movie will change my perspective about the story. Hopefully.


Love, read, and review,
Cynthia D.

Book Review: Wild Reckless by Ginger Scott

Wild Reckless
My rating: 4 of 5 stars

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‘And as much as I probably should be careful, I kind of want to be reckless.’
(Chapter X, Wild Reckless)
This was my first time reading a book from Ms. Ginger Scott. I heard a lot of positive reviews about this book from several book blogs so I guess I’d just give it a try. And this is a YA contemporary-romance book (my fave genre) so I put this on the top of my April’s reading list. Firstly, I would say that Ms. Scott had a good style of writing romance book. And she created such strong characters of the story. The plot was well-built and full of surprising things. I found myself lost of words several times during my reading this book. And to call this book a YA genre, well, I think I’ll let you reconsider it once you read this review to the end.


When someone said trouble, people would be quick to point their fingers on Owen Harper. Growing up in a family that barely hanging on as surrounded by a lot of negative opinions about them, Owen knew it’s best to let them say what they wanted. In fact, he himself wondered if what they said was true. That he was the perfect picture of trouble. That his family would never get a chance to recover. That sooner or later, he’d just turn into a failure like his brother or worse, ended up like his father. He lived with the judgment for years along with his duty as the most dependable person in the family. Owen had to work hard to keep his family going and keep his mind remained intact. He did several extreme things and hung out with circle of friends who less cared of his issues and more interested in his companion. Thus, giving people more credit to judge him worse from day to day.
“I love you, and I’m not afraid to love you.”
(Chapter XVII, Wild Reckless)
When a girl moved next door, he expected she’d be like any other people, soon followed their path to judge him. What he didn’t expect was to meet a girl who clearly didn’t understand the concept of ‘being careful’. Kensington Worth actually should’ve been awarded as the most obedient kid parents ever had. She had her life arranged neatly and did her piano practice regularly, all under her parent’s scrutiny. Meeting Owen brought out the inner wilderness she didn’t know exist. Being warned constantly to keep her distance off Owen, Kensi felt the urge to do the opposite each time they met. Soon, she found herself being absorbed to the world that Owen had been trying so hard to hide from her ever since day one. When storm by storm came hitting on their life, they found themselves clinging to each other for comfort. When things got uglier than before, Owen’s insecurity came crashing on his mind making him uncertain about the bond they got to build for the past several months. But there was something that Owen clearly missed here. That Kensi ―the good girl next door, would not hesitate to go past her own regular world to be with him. Hell, even Kensi would just go wild this time. And reckless.

I had a hard time liking Owen’s character at first. The hero had a bad insecurity issue which led him to constantly hurt Kensi at the beginning I couldn’t help but feeling disappointed to him. He had this dark aura around him that I admitted was kind of uncomfortable to read at first. But the more I read about him, the more I knew that he had a strong reason behind his nonsense behavior.
‘When Owen’s eyes close completely and his smile slowly pulls his lips loose from his teeth, I understand what the rest of that sentence is. 

Everything.

Owen Harper is everything.’

(Chapter XII, Wild Reckless)
He seriously had a lot of baggage. It’s a wonder he could manage to stay in track while keep supporting Andrew to the right path. He clearly didn’t deal well with the issue happened in his family but God knows he always tried real hard to keep everything in balance though he ended up sacrificing himself in the process. Slowly I got to learn that despite his cold demeanor, Owen actually was warm-hearted, caring, and the most selfless boy ever existed. Before I realized, I already fell in love with him. Hard and all at once.
‘My legs follow willingly. But my heart follows first. It can’t help itself. Owen―he owns it. I gave it to him. And I will follow him anywhere.’
(Chapter XXVII, Wild Reckless)
Kensington had a really strong character. She’s a really loyal and strong-willed girl for someone her age. I really loved her unwavering determination about her own issue with her parent and about fighting for her feeling towards Owen. When her family hit by certain issue that for most teenagers would made a really bad depression, she stood straighter, made a firm decision, and told people to deal with it. Girl like Kensington was the perfect fit for insecure and emotionally unstable boy like Owen.
‘Truth is, Owen Harper shot me through the heart that day he pointed his finger at me and pulled the trigger. I fell for him then, and I’ve been falling every day since. All I wanted was for him to catch me.’
(Chapter XXIV, Wild Reckless)
This book offered an HEA so let yourself release some tensions, folks! Even though it wouldn’t be an easy path to reach the happy end, anyway... I warn you, this would not be your sweet high school romance. In fact, this book is hardly romantic. This is a book about getting out of your comfort zone in order to reach someone who’s clearly too broken to reach you back. It’s about putting aside your ego to give a space for the other party to open themselves while they, in the same time, sacrifice everything in them for their beloved ones. It’s complicated, it’s rough, and it’ll leave you speechless.
This book contained so many heavy issues, including suicide, addiction, mental health, and extreme behaviors that I was sure would be a bit ‘too much’ for a YA book. Though I personally thought that Ms. Scott had written this in a way that somehow bearable for me. After all, a lot of YA books nowadays bring up this kind of issues into their stories even though I think Wild Reckless was the first YA book that brought up all those issues together in one book. Well, your choice!


Love, read, and review,
Cynthia D.

April 10, 2015

Poetry: Cherry Blossom Tree

Howdy!
So, you were intrigued by the cliche title of this poem or what that you got trapped in this page? Lol... please pardon my lame joke.
Well, the inspiration to write this piece came from one Sunday afternoon when I looked outside my bedroom window and my eyes caught some leaves (not the cherry blossom ones, certainly. They were just some mango tree leaves) fell down. And I just read an article about Cherry Blossom started to bloom in Canada the night before so I thought it would be cool to write one about it. 
As usual I submitted this poem to GR in attempt to join the January 2015 Goodreads Newsletter contest (and as usual not chosen awesomely but I'm happy anyway). So far, I think this poem is my best favorite because I actually can picture the scene in my head while writing this and it's so so sweet and brings comforts into my mind <3

Cherry blossom tree in summer;
All its leaves has left the branches
You wither, sweaty under the sun
I put umbrella sheltering you, one
And two is your smile
Creating a roof as you kiss me once,
Kiss me again, deeply in our mind

Cherry blossom tree on spring;
When the leaves start to bloom
We sit fixedly on its root
Big flowers-small flowers looming over us two
Wiggling eyebrows and toes
You lean on its trunk as you lead me to lull

Cherry blossom tree on autumn;
As its leaves fall on due
We lie down without a roof
Arms open crisscrossing our back
Holding on childish promise in salute
You’ll fight the beast, I’ll fight with you

Cherry blossom tree on winter;
Snow-covered leaves hanging on each tip
I shiver from wind, I shudder of chill
You wrap a quilt,
Around my back and stop under my chin
Transferring heat without a sin
Spoiling me into a dream

Cherry blossom tree with no leaf,
Or blooms or falls or dithers, all in cycle
Leave its body carve-less
‘Cause by hurting comes no good memories
But embrace the body we do
Right fingers to your lefts
Left fingers to my rights
So nothing can stand between us
Except the sweet cherry blossom tree

© 2015

April 7, 2015

Book Review: Puddle Jumping by Amber L. Johnson

Puddle Jumping
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

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“…when you love someone, their differences fall away.”
(Chapter VIII, Puddle Jumping)
This book I swear has the most beautiful innocent love story I’ve ever laid my eyes on.
I swear (again) Puddle Jumping is and always be my most favorite read forever in my life…


I don’t know where to start because I want to talk EVERYTHING about this book but I’ll probably end up telling you guys the whole story. I often saw this book while browsing on GR but it was just last week that I decided to read it and I swear I felt like hitting my head to the wall every time I thought of why didn’t I read this book sooner. It felt like I was so missing out a very amazing moment from reading this in my life. Puddle Jumping managed to steal my heart completely within the span of 2 hour and 121 pages.


Lilly Evans was 10 when she was assigned to babysit 9 years old Colton Neely.
Colton was just like any other kid his age: quiet, not really a fan of sharing, loved coloring, and was a bit dismissive ―at least that’s the impression Lilly got from him at first. Apparently Colton was not just a common kid. He’s the perfect picture of future artist. It was shown in a single paper with the most intricately colored artwork he gave to Lilly one day. The more Lilly spent her time with Colton, the clearer it became that it was Colton who babysitted her instead of the other way around. Being a trouble-magnet, Lilly constantly having near-death experiences in which Colton always be the one who helped her first every single time. It went a little extreme every time and put an end to their brief encounter at last. They went separate ways ever since.

“I think sometimes we’re presented with the truth but we don’t want to believe it. We see things the way we want to see them. Sometimes, we choose to live in denial.”
(Chapter III, Puddle Jumping)
Lilly Evans was 15 when she saw Colton standing in one of the booths at the fair. 

It was the first time after years. The booth was crowded where he had his own artwork exhibition there. The second Lilly laid her eyes on him, she got this feeling of wanting to redo the childhood memories they shared together. Colton had grown up into an attractive boy with eyes that put a shame to every other boy’s that Lilly ever seen. Just when she thought that Colton probably had forgotten her, he called her name making all the sparks inside her soul ignited even wilder. But then something unraveled about the boy she thought she’d known for years. Something that made Lilly’s young mind jumbled in every direction. At 15, Lilly thought it was better to just forget Colton and his mystery away. But fate had different idea of showing Lilly how to deal with her confusion.

“One thing was certain: I would do whatever it took to be what he needed me to be. He was worth it even after only one day.”
(Chapter V, Puddle Jumping)
Lilly was 18 when her eyes caught Colton on the corridor of her school one day.

She was enchanted like it was the most beautiful sight she’d ever seen for years in that boring corridor. His sudden appearance made a click in the back of her mind.

A click telling her that she was attracted to Colton Neely.

A click telling no matter what was that Colton had, she still wanted to know him even closer.
A click that something she’d learned about Colton 3 years ago actually made her looking at Colton in a whole different light, in a more beautiful sight.
When Lilly finally made her first step of getting back to Colton’s life, she knew that things wouldn’t always be easy in the future. But Lilly was determined that getting to know Colton was something she would always want in life. Actually, she should’ve done that 3 years ago. Putting aside her own ego and willing to go with Colton’s pace were nothing compared with the chance she got to see the real Colton ―the bright, amazing, beautiful-soul Colton.
Hurdles kept coming to their path until one day one thing threatened to make things even harder for them. Lilly’s devotion was once again tested out and this time she was supposed to understand fully that the strongest love always got the hardest test.
When the word ‘separation’ made its way back to the frame again, could they both survive?


I was and still am so mesmerized of the way Ms. Johnson put each scenes together, build the story slowly, so smoothly, and in the same time full of little surprises that pulled me to the very center of the book. I felt in love with both characters, Lilly and Colton from their very first encounter 8 years ago. How they were so different yet that’s the thing that makes me totally melting helplessly to the ground like a cone of ice cream in the heat of summer.
“I’ve always heard your best match in life is the person who is the opposite of you that makes a complete whole.”
(Chapter XI, Puddle Jumping)
How Ms. Johnson put Lilly into a three phase of meeting Colton before she decided to go all in was awesome. I truthfully a bit jealous to Lilly because I wished I could posses her determined soul and pure devotion in loving someone like that.
I was 14 when I was attracted to this boy in my class. He had this illness that made him could not play football like the rest of the boys so he always ended up spending PE class sitting alone in the edge of the field watching his friends having fun. I always saw him from afar but not brave enough to go near him. Actually, I never made an attempt to be his close friend or just casually hang out with him ever. But I always made sure that the other boys won’t make fun of him by scolding them behind his back. No girls wanted to befriend him as well because he always had this pale face everyday due to his illness so he just mostly avoided talking to them. But I always smiled when he looked at me and walked with him to the parking lot almost every day. We stayed that way for years and 2 years later he made a surprising change of getting cuter, hotter, and far more attractive. I was still there when he took his pill during lunch like he’d done for years and eventually got close for a while during last year of junior high right before we graduated. Even though we ended up going to the same high school afterward, we didn’t get a chance to become close because he started having a girlfriend that year. And I ended up burying this feeling I had for him until now.
Seeing Lilly reminded me of the 14 years old me. But I regret of not having her strong loyalty and braveness. I know that my story did not have the ending Lilly had because I did not fight for him strong enough like what Lilly did for Colton. So, reading a story like this felt a bit like a reminder of my silly shy-acts and a healing to my old failure.
I loved it every single thing about this book. Every page screamed sincerity and love to me. I love love love Colton so much. I personally think that Colton or people like Colton are actually people who have the best level of honesty and sincerity in their hearts. It’s just so darn touching when Lilly thought of wanting to be like him. I melted and melted and melted thousand times reading this book. I swear I died a little when Colton uttered his exact mind to Lilly about wanting her to be like him… It was… my God, it was so sincere and had me crying nonstop. Oh, God, I’m crying again now
Aside from Colton and Lilly, Colton’s mom was the next most favorite character in this book. Her charm was over the top. The way she treated Colton so very good and how she treated Lilly with all her understanding not just as a mom but as a woman as well. It was so lucky of Colton to have a mother like her.
I don’t have any complain whatsoever about this book. I think Puddle Jumping just made it to the top shelf of my ever after favorite reads. So so so glad I read this book and I definitely recommend this book to everybody. Seriously, this is the one read you would never want to miss!


Love, read, and review,
Cynthia D.

April 6, 2015

Book Review: Earth (The Invasion Trilogy, #1) by Jessica Frances

Earth (The Invasion Trilogy #1
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

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This book messed with my mind BIG time.
The topic of earth invasion is not unfamiliar for me. I watched a lot of movies about that and even though most of them were pretty vivid and impressive, I admit that I only saw them no more than as entertainment. Never once I thought further about the issue beyond what the movie offered. But this book, though… this book made me thinks about a lot of thing. I mean, I still don’t believe in an existence of alien or them invading the Earth. But the vibes of doom Ms. Frances delivered here were quite strong. I found myself looking at my surrounding, at the daily activities rolling around every day, at the oblivious people. Then my mind wandered what if this very thing happened and none of us were prepared, no goodbyes ever being said. What if I or maybe one of you will become Mattie or Lisa or Hanks, what will you do? What will I do? Really, this book brought up such a real and epic issue!
The world as we know it is ending.
(Mattie; Chapter II, Earth)
When the first attack happened, Mattie was in her dorm room at the University of Oregon. Away from her family in Australia. Away from the comfort of home. The news on TV was hectic showing that her hometown was among the first country to go black because of the invasion by some unknown enemy. Her roommate, Lisa, went hysterical while Mattie herself seemed could not wrap her mind around this entire nightmare. No further information other than blackouts happened all around the world just like the movement of constant wave sweeping the surface of the ocean. No one could give them assurance of whether their families in the other side of the world were okay or not. No clue. No nothing.
When the first attack happened, Marduke was in his apartment fighting for his life from his brother’s sharp knife. Even as the part of the invader, Marduke was surprised by the earthquake caused by their people’s attack. The invasion was not supposed to kick in until months later as far as he knew. Being assigned to investigate the Earth pre-invasion, Marduke found a lot of surprising facts about the planet. Raised in Oden, he heard a lot about Earth having the most selfish habitant in the whole galaxy. Humans were all ignorant and were not able to take care of the Earth the way it was supposed to be taken care of. But it was not what he saw here. In Oregon, where he landed for example, he witnessed himself that not entire human beings were selfish and ignorant. Marduke had seen smiles, laughs, kindness, and love for several months. Realizing this newfound fact and the awful chaos they would probably cause, Marduke determined to assure his father and the rest of invader team to cancel the invasion. Only now it seemed that he was way too late for that.

When the invasion finally covered every surface in the world, from separate places, Mattie and Marduke were both on their way to Canada. Marduke was on his escapade from her brother. Mattie together with her best friends, Lisa and Hanks, were on mission to find out the truth about the invasion as the part of emergency volunteer. Barely armed, they finally arrived in Canada only to find out that the country had become even worse than the States they left behind. That’s when their path came across. Mattie and her friends helped Marduke who was left unconscious and badly bruised after his heroic act. From there they began their survival trip back to the States together. Marduke saw how the three of them were the exact proof that not all humans were evil. Only Marduke felt heavier on every step he took knowing that none of them knew his real identity. He could not imagine how these people would look at him when he told them the truth, especially Mattie. 

During the days he’d spent with her, Marduke could not help the attraction he felt toward her. How sincere she’d been to him, saving his life, help him with the scar, letting him be the part of the team. Little did he know that Mattie felt the same way. Would it even possible for love to grown in the middle of chaos? Between two very different creatures? Both of them knew the answer was yes but the most important issue was what kind of future would they face later? Or was that even a ‘future’ coming at all?

Okay, before I continue diving deeper into the invasion topic, I’d like to talk about the general points first.
The plot. I actually thought that this book lacked of the background story of main character Mattie. Well, yes I read the blurb saying this book was about earth invasion and all but I did not expect to meet with that kind of invasion. I was hoping that maybe the story could use some prologue or just a warming opening about the life (or maybe the school life) Mattie had before dealing with the invasion. It felt like I just read the peaceful scene of a girl jogging in the park when suddenly I was already in the mid of chaotic Canada with a group of mix humans and alien; leaving me gasping for air yelling, ‘Wait a sec, what the…? Why am I here, people??’ It was as if the author could not wait any longer to pour the scenes of invasion on the next chapters. And well, she should be I guess, because it was seriously… whoa!
The POV here was alternate which I loved! Ms. Frances did a great job writing Marduke’s POV as a foreign creature. It was natural I guess even though I myself seriously had no idea what was ‘natural’ for alien but I did not feel weird about that so I guess it was okay. And more, even if Marduke finally felt attraction for a human girl, but the author didn’t just blindly describing him to continue acting like human. There’s this scene where Marduke was for a second, thought of letting the invasion happened if given the full-right just for the sake of his family’s honor.
“You know caring about someone isn’t a weakness?”
(Mattie; Chapter XIX, Earth)
I easily liked the character Mattie. She’s independent, determined, strong, and brave. Together with Marduke, they made a unique couple. Marduke was so kind, patient, and full of understanding toward her. They were not that kind of mushy couple but more like a realistic couple. And even though I could feel their chemistry were so strong in the air, but still both of them held on their love and respect for their own planet tightly which I liked.
“I feel disloyal for caring about you. You’re my enemy. You’re part of an alien race that has destroyed everything. But I don’t hate you. […] I don’t understand why you care, but I can’t stop myself caring for you, either.”
(Mattie; Chapter XIX, Earth)
And talk something about innocent love for people like Marduke who’s never felt one…
“You can love someone instantly, but being in love with them is different.” 

“So I could love you without being in love with you?” 

“Sure, I guess.”
“So how much time has to pass before you’re in love with someone?”
“There isn’t an exact time. You just suddenly realise you are in love with them. You acknowledge their faults and love them anyway. You know them inside and out, and you wouldn’t change a thing.” 
“I’d never change a thing about you, Mattie; you’re perfect,” I tell her honestly.

(Chapter XIX, Earth)
I liked the side-characters as well. At first, I just couldn’t like how whiny Lisa was but the appearance of Hanks made her attitude bearable somehow. He’s just so gentle and caring for Lisa. And I actually am looking forward to the continuation of their relationship on the next book.
I read this book in two-sessions. First, I read about 10% of the book and left it because of the rather quick-pace of the plot in the beginning (which I told above). But then I finished the rest 90% in one sitting because apparently after the invasion kicked in, I just COULD NOT PUT IT DOWN! Seriously. Ms. Frances brought up the invasion as the main topic and she did it awesomely because it’s just so well-built, the invasion, background story of the Oden. They’re all so well-thought. Even me as a romance-sucker ―who’s basically been focusing only on romance side in just every book, this time also felt intrigued by the non-romance part as much as the romance ones.
Invasion and alien were usually two things that easily adopted on fantasy movies. I, myself, never read any fantasy book with this topic before but I could tell that Ms. Frances just brought them in a whole different level. The topic was not original but somehow Ms. Frances’s writing made it look sooo different and nothing at all like the other story ever created. It was epic. It was amazing. I’m curious of what kind of description she’d go with the planet Oden on the next book.
So, yes, people, the book is the part of trilogy so expect a cliffhanger in the end but don’t worry because it’s not a bad cliffhanger or what. Just enough to make you curious but not cruel enough to make you drop your e-reader in frustration ;)


Love, read, and review,
Cynthia D.