December 27, 2011

Favorites: The One That Got Away

Lately Ive been listening to the same song everyday. Well, you saw the title above. The one that got away by Katy Perry. I listened to it and paid so much attention to the lyrics inside. Well, Katy Perry’s song always hit me with the same feeling. Her songs always have the same, what I call, same condition? Whatever. There was always the girl crying, loving, begging, or wishing for a guy. Sometimes it feels like the girl seems so pathetic. But sometimes I feel that what we call love. The girl has big love for the guy that shes been crying, loving, begging, or wishing for. And this song, the one that got away, left me with the same feeling. Some of my friends call her songs are perfectly fits bitches. Well, you saw the video clips then got the point. But I got the point here. Maybe the girl is a bitch but shes got a big and pure love for the guy. This is what I call true love.
I always love this part:
And in another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises, be us against the world
And in other life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
I have a feeling that she’s being so honest to say that I want to exactly be your girl, I want to absolutely make you stay, I want to certainly make the promises never be broken by us two. Well, this is how I perceive it. The girl really want to be the one who say that her love never be the one that got away, though I guess that was the guy whos being so rude, leaving her like that.
Well, guess I talked too much. It’s already 1 am but this song keeps playing on repeat in my head. Even the lyrics completely stuck in my head. I gotta be honest, I love this song.

December 9, 2011

Personal Writing: Heaven Doesn't Seem Far Away Anymore

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore.

That’s part of Ron Pope’s A Drop in the Ocean lyric.
Well, and it makes me think like maybe i feel something. I mean, I don’t want to say I’m falling in love or such thing cause I am not. It’s just me, feeling different. Well, a guy, (once again I warn you, I am not falling in love or whatever you called ‘em), just listened to that song. A Drop in the Ocean. I never hear that song. So, I go to the search box and typed the title. The song playing on repeat right now in my room. It’s a love song, broken hearted actually. Idk, the lyric told us about a guy who really loves a girl till he feels like the girl is his only destiny in life. ‘till he said that she’s his only heaven. So heaven doesn't seem far away anymore. It’s right in front of him. The girl. Is it too much? I guess no. We ever fall in love. And when you go that way, it’s normal to say that kind of ‘over expression’ words, right? Oh just admit it.
But I dont want to talk about love. I said I am not goin that way.
Back to the guy who just listened this song. He is an idol. Well, a singer, exactly. He loves to share his interest of music or anything else. And his taste of music is great, I think. I love the ones that he loves. I listened to the song that he listened. Sounds like a follower? Yes, I am. Makes no sense? No, I guess. This is what I want to tell you. I kept following what he did. Well, listening to the same song, trying to love the same thing. Just want to ask: Am I that obsessed? Err, that one, I can’t answer. For the truth, I never really think about it but tonight, well, this late night, idkw, I am thinkin about it. Too much. I am like, Is it okay for me to go this way? way too obsessed? Is it good? Or does it affect me in a bad way? Or good way? Idk. These questions suddenly come to my mind like the rain falls. God.
Then, back to the song of Ron Pope. Maybe I feel different cause of this song. Well guess the lyric fits me a bit. On the 1st line,
Just a drop in the ocean,
A change in the weather,
I was praying that you and me might end up together.
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert.
Well, yeah, was praying that might end up together but it feels like wishing for rain on the desert. Just like me. And the guy. Ha ha ha. How come the lyric doesnt fit me perfectly whereas it fits me right when I looked at him. It’s in the end of line. That..
Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
Okay, I am too much.

December 7, 2011

Random: Breaktime Killer

Been so long ya.
I very am busy like ppl on wallstreet. Seriously, I’m busy. Doing this, that, everything. Busy like theres no time for me just to take a breath. Okay, its too much.
But idk, this time I really want to write something on my blog. Maybe I’m too much interest wit my new acc on tumblr. I kept reblogging and posting everything on it and slowly leaving this blog. But, for the truth, I really dont want to.
Tomorrow, like everyday on the past. A lot of assignments, a day full of classes, and every campus ‘thingy’ gotta force me to stay there till about 6pm. I dont want to saying something like, “God, i dont want this anymore” or whatever it is. I just think that, well, a guy ever said to me that life is hard or in bahasa, it is “Hidup Itu Keras”. Yeah, hes totally right about it, eventhough I know he never really right at other things.
Life is hard. It suddenly becomes such a tagline of mine. I could see a picture of me with that tagline under the pict and I was like, “Yeah” with such a ‘metal’ style. Crazy me.
But sometimes I really want to push the pause button. Like, pleasee God, let me doing other things that belong to my favs. And I am now. I have a lot of assignments for tomorrow but I prefer doing this than that. Ha ha. It’s rude.
But yeah, love it or not I gotta do that thing, the assignments I mean. Because things that you postpone, love it or not, theyll just stay there waiting for you. And you, whatever happens, gotta face them.
Yeah, I gotta face ‘em. My breaktime killer.