July 23, 2011

Personal Writing: BEST DAY

Best day. People explain best day in so many ways. Some say best day is when they got a new job, or when they got such a promotion. Some say best day is the day when they meet half of their life, when it comes to the time for saying single vow of the marriage that theyve been dreamin of. Some say best day is day when they were one sec close enough to a car accident and saved by God. And some say best day is the day when they got a very big smile along that day. The point is, thats when everythin’s in the right way and they feel happy for it. So do I. I got a very much explanation of best day. I think its best day when I spent a full day wit mom and dad talkin about us. I think its best day when I could finally bought a book that I’ve been dyin for. I think its best day when I felt so comfort wit my pals and they felt the same way too. I think its best day when I met the guy that I’ve been watchin and found him looked at me then smiled. I think its best day when the cosmological coincidence got me met the right person. I think its best day when I knew I made an A in my fave major. Well, I describe best day based on how big smile that I got on my face that day.

Like today. I guess its a very best day of my life. Well, best day EVER. About 4 months ago I started a lab* called industry statistics. Its a very difficult lab to do. I mean, with all the regulations and the terms proposed and the report should be completed in just two weeks. It really hit my body and soul. Its really hard, you know. But Alhamdulillah, big thanks to my Lord. Today it all ends wit a big smile on my face! It TOTALLY ENDS today! YAAAY! I cant believe finally we came to the summit of all the stuffs. VERY BEST DAY. God. Youll have no idea how hard our efforts during this. It was superb! and when today comes, well, BIG thanks Lord.
Once again, I had a BEST DAY of my life. Mayb some say its not really ‘best’ but for me, Its wonderful! Like taste Swiss chocolate and theres noone to stop you. GREAT! I’d like to thanks to my friends from VII-B team. Youre the man, guys! Thanks for made it up, thanks for keep fighting with me till the end. Ha ha ha, This may be quite excessive and stupid, but I had fun with you guys and will miss the days when we felt stuck togetha and laughed to each other silliness. We’re friends and we’re totally a mess! x)
Well, i’m so happy, i’m totally glad. I think relaxing time is coming. I’ll do a very quality time on my own. I, well, need SLEEP! Lol :D

*) laboratory, one of Industrial Engineering Dept.'s most important activity.

July 16, 2011

Favorites: The Holiday


“I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had. I suppose I think about love more than anyone really should. I am constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. It was Shakespeare who also said "love is blind". Now that is something I know to be true. For some quite inexplicably, love fades; for others love is simply lost. But then of course love can also be found, even if just for the night. And then, there's another kind of love: the cruelest kind. The one that almost kills its victims. Its called unrequited love. Of that I am an expert. Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories, those of us who fall in love alone? We are the victims of the one sided affair. We are the cursed of the loved ones. We are the unloved ones, the walking wounded. The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space! Yes, you are looking at one such individual. And I have willingly loved that man for over three miserable years! The absolute worst years of my life! The worst Christmas', the worst Birthday's, New Years Eve's brought in by tears and valium. These years that I have been in love have been the darkest days of my life. All because I've been cursed by being in love with a man who does not and will not love me back. Oh god, just the sight of him! Heart pounding! Throat thickening! Absolutely can't swallow! All the usual symptoms.”

July 11, 2011

Random: I Made The Story Tree (out of a Drama) :D

I spent this afternoon watching tv that showed korean serial. idk what the title is (and then i googled it, and found out that the title is You Are My Destiny, it took 20 minutes you know). i just watched. that was the same serial that i watched 3 days ago. watch it twice and i know the plot already. its unique, you know. if you watch it, you'll find its a very related story. i mean, one role wit the others is just so connected. when you knew that the “X” works at Mr Y’s office who has a fiancee named, lets say Mrs C, several minutes later youll know that Mrs C’s dad is step son of an old woman who lives with that X. weird, but funny. everybody is just soo connected. when it came to the credit title, i immediately took a paper and pen then began drawing. drawing? yea, i drew such a map of that serial’s storyline. i’m a weirdo? just say it. just so you know, i was too much curious what it looks like when i drew it all on a paper, the connection, i mean. 10 minutes elapsed and i giggled at myself. here it is..

Source: Me (obviously)
Ha ha ha, complicated huh? dont worry, just look at the inset that i wrote in the lower left. just zoom it if you cant read it. i tried to do my best wit the scanner already. anyway, i made up the name of the casts. not the original casts name. i didnt up to something, i just have no idea about their names, its in korean, i didnt get it. the only name that i know is the main cast, the girl whos one of Korean’s popular girlband called SNSD, Yoona, her cast name is Jang Sae Byuk (am i right?). youll find theres Diana Agron. Ha ha, I feel like i’m a bad girl. I have no idea, you know. the cast look a lot like Diana, the girl from Glee TV Series.
well, its just me who made it up. dont take it seriously, i mean, if you found theres a name that you know, sorry, its accidental. okay? :D

July 7, 2011

July 3, 2011

Personal Writing: Something Terrible Called Secretly

Well, something happen with my heart lately. Idk what it is. It just feel like always pounding so fast. It might be a disease but i'm not that sure. Something happened but I know, in a good way. My heart beating so fast when it comes to the right time, and place. When sound of the winds played slowly and peacefully fillin up my own lungs, thats when my heartbeat increase and idek if its gonna turn slow. You know, even its beating so fast right now.
I'm listening to Here I Am by Keenan, Tamra, David Morales. I love this song and the beat, its like cause my heart beating faster than before. Do I had such a heart disease?
Oh dude, if you know whats the reason behind it all, i bet you gonna say you had a heart disease. Please, dont scream, I know you will.
I'll tell you why,
1st, It's all because I'm in love
2nd, It's all because I'm in love... secretly
SECRET-ly. Its not beautiful or something else that you feel when you are really in love. I mean, cmon, its happen secretly, you do it secretly. Youre just in love in your own world, smile at your own face, laughin at your own silliness, weeping for your loses alone. Everythin that you do when the label "secretly" is on, well, you do it alone. Its crazy. But I'm on it.

The heart still beating so fast, it keeps beating till I realize I got tears in the corner of my brown eyes.
I hate the moment like this, in love so bad, but, secretly