Personal Writing: Thanks God, That Day is Over

I was half sleepy every time it came to an afternoon. I got music played surrounding me. It was Sara Evans. A Little Bit Stronger. I listened to this song and found myself giggle at the lyric. Well, my mind flew over the past time, to the day when this song was like a perfect fit to my days, days when I ended up that thing. I remember, I was worried thinking that once the whole thing was over, I could never be the same. In fact, that whole thing is over and I am still the same, literally. I am still human, I am still breathing, and I am still the same person like I've been before. But sometimes, it is kinda funny, remembering that I've once ever been in a strange love and I turned into a Taylor swift girl (I mean, like always happy, sometimes crying, but deeply in love with somebody). Here is the lyric of A Little Bit Stronger. Well, I am stronger, not a bit though. It's so much :)

Woke up late today and I still feel the sting of the pain

But I brushed my teeth anyway

I got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face

I got a little bit stronger

Riding in the car to work and I'm trying to ignore the hurt

So I turned on the radio, stupid song made me think of you

I listened to it for minute but I changed it

I'm getting a little bit stronger, just a little bit stronger

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

Letting you drag my heart around

And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

But I'm telling myself I'll be okay

Even on my weakest days

I get a little bit stronger

Doesn't happen overnight but you turn around

And a month's gone by and you realize you haven't cried

I'm not giving you a hour or a second or another minute longer

I'm busy getting stronger

And I'm done hoping that we can work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

Letting you drag my heart around

And, oh, I'm done thinking, that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

But I'm telling myself I'll be okay

Even on my weakest days, I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger

Getting along without you, baby

I'm better off without you, baby

How does it feel without me, baby?

I'm getting stronger without you, baby

And I'm done hoping we could work it out

I'm done with how it feels, spinning my wheels

Letting you drag my heart around

And, oh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change

I know my heart will never be the same

But I'm telling myself I'll be okay

Even on my weakest days

I get a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger

Just a little bit stronger

A little bit, a little bit, a little bit stronger

I get a little bit stronger

Well, I never really put thing like this seriously. I mean, it is over and I never want it back. But remembering that day when I got somebody else to talk with is quite funny. I knew I was so stupid, even look silly. hahaha. Thanks God, that day is over, that day is over, and I'd never look back. :p